lots of changes

I went grocery shopping today, I did vegan grocery shopping today.  It was a little more expensive than normal, but the facial lotion, and the bottle of wine had something to do with that too.  Both were organic.  For dinner tonight I thought we could eat macaroni and cheese, it is at least vegetarian, but it still kind of grossed me out.  But I think I might be on to making a sauce out of pumpkin.  I have to work on that a little bit.

I looked a bit in the freezer, and I have a lot of preshredded cheese, so we'll see what I can do with that.  I would like to take a trip to the food center, I have a package of hot dogs, two summer sausages, a thing of lunch meat, and maybe if it hasn't been opened, the shredded cheese.  Tomorrow is going to be a busy day, but I think husband is off from work. 

I also went to Jo Ann's fabric today to get some paint and brushes, and sand paper to paint the tree house.  I thought it would be a fun project to do with the boys, but I think I might be a little bit too perfectionist to let them.  Maybe if it warms up, and we can be in the garage where they can make a little more mess.  It's going to be so cute, I even have some fake moss, ooo maybe I can use those pebbles too...

I also got some more things to support my growing sewing ....obsession -might be taking it to far- it is functional -says every woman who crafts.  Aaanywho, (as my grandmother kept saying, because I don't know how to respond.  I know a response is appropriate, but...I ...just ...can't ...think...)  What?..oh so I know I need these things to finish my projects, or actually I don't really know because it is my first time doing this stuff...but some of these things I just want to finish up already, so I can move on to the next cute thing.  Right now I am paralysed with fear over sewing a zipper.  I just want some practice because it seems really complicated, and I don't have any extra zippers lying around.  I sort of feel bad about spending that money, I don't really want honey to know abou it.  So maybe that is why. 

I also think the kids have been watching too much t.v. lately.  They have tons of toys, I am implementing a one hour only rule for the rest of the week, and we will see if I can handle that, or if I need more time with them zonked out.


O my God, my Redeemer, behold me here at Your feet.  From the bottom of my heat I am sorry for all my sins, because by them I have offended You, who is infinitely good.  I will die rather than offend You again.  Amen. 

I would also like to pray that I am more aware of my faults, and my wrong doing.  May I be ever more aware, and conscientious of how I offend others, Your creation, and most especially You.  Thank You. Amen