no snow

Today was ordinary bliss.  A little playing, a little chores, an errand or two...  I keep feeling like it's Friday.  I did talk to Lorri today.  I decided to stay where I'm at for now.  She was understanding, but not really pleased.  They would rather I be a less expensive, and more valuable person to employ.  I get that, I want to be more valuable too, but not at the expense of my family.  It was never my "life plan" to even work when I had kids at all, but of course plans change.  And why I let some silly kid make my life plan...I don't know.  For example of just how silly she was, these were my "qualifications" for a husband. 

Outdoorsy
Virgin
Catholic
Good dancer
Parents married
Farmer
Makes me laugh in bed
I never came close.  Four, maybe, at the most. Never did meet a farmer.  Didn't frequent the right bars.  Real husband scores a 3.  But I do think the good dancing thing is going to save us in the end.
Antonio will be involved in his first team sport tomorrow.  Using the term "team" lightly.  I hope it all works out well for him.  I have no idea what they will do.  The pediatrician said that Antonio was very athletic, and had a very sure sense of himself.  I wish I could do more with him.  I really wanted to take him snowboarding this year, but it would just be a very long day away from the babies, and rather expensive.  But I know he would love it.  Andrew doesn't seem very athletic next to his brother, but he is also.  And Bella she is a little crazy girl, she will do just fine too. 

Lord,
You are the fullness of life, of holiness, and of joy.
Fill our days and nights with the love of your wisdom,
that we may bear fruit in the beauty of holiness,
like a tree watered by running streams.
Amen.