I didn't write yesterday because husband was home, and hogging the computer. Actually I was sewing a little dress for Bella, and probably would have finished it too, except I wanted to do something special with the hem, and ran out of time. I just wanted to sleep because it was late, and Abel wanted to do something else. So he was grouchy when he woke up, and hurt his foot, and it was 100% my fault. So he left, and didn't tell me again. So I reached for the chocolate, when he got home I thought I could go to the library, and look for something. If I didn't have all the kids with me I could find something for myself. And I didn't but I did find $1.00 doughnut holes. And when I got home I still wasn't feeling better, so I decided to go to the store. Which was the worst idea, because it was lunch time/nap time for Bella, and I couldn't think of a damn thing I needed. I was like an aimless cow.
I try to cheer myself up, apparently I am really bad at it.
I talked a lot with my mom today about our trip to Mexico. We are starting to plan, and it is getting difficult with so many of us with different schedules. I want to have a say in what is going on especially because my parents are going to be along. But that is nearly impossible.
Tomorrow I have a meeting with Lorri. I did take %$#@ this weekend even though I said I wasn't. But I really have had it, and I can't do it myself, which is probably the most enraging part. But I feel better knowing that this difficult person I can deal with....hopefully.
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